What Should LOVE feel like!?

Let’s start with something easy………for one, it should feel good.

Not just according to the flesh or physically, but spiritually, mentally, emotionally, orally, metaphorically, figuratively and literally.

Love should feel like an abundance of peace and comfort.

Please don’t mistaken the word, “LOVE” for the word, “LUST”. 2 different things, 2 different entities and 2 different words that derive from 2 different sources.

Many people confuse these 2 terms as the same and they’re not. So, I just wanted to address that before I go any further.

In theory, “LOVE” should be & feel unconditional. It should feel light and natural like the air we breathe. The majority of the stress is positive stress. “LOVE” should feel like understanding and knowing that under any circumstances that love purposely will not harm you. The approach is patient and kind. Envious and keeping track of wrongs and holding grudges is not how love should feel.

Love should feel good. Okay, then what is good?

According to Dictionary.com
1. morally excellent; virtuous; righteous
2. satisfactory in quality, quantity, or degree
3. of high quality; excellent.

You know how “LOVE” should feel. So, does it actually feel to you on a daily basis? Does how it should feel match up to how it actually is?

-LeXXah Drew It-

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The World Is So GOOD at “REJECTING!”

………………because that is what the world knows the best.

The world has rejecting down to a science.

You’d think that with all that this world has to offer to a person that rejection would be the last action on the list, but the world would rather accept those who pay or sacrifice a major price then accept a man or woman for their genuine talent and that’s it.

Its the ulterior motives, the disclaimers, the what are you going to do for me, the what are you going to give up, the limitations unless…….and if you don’t, well, go kick rocks.

You have to give up something that is valuable and/or precious to you. In some cases, sometimes what is being asked of you is your very soul. This is the price in most cases for not being rejected. What are you willing to do and how far are you willing to go to achieve what you desire most in this world?

SMH. The world knows you, knows me, knows us too well. Now, I’m not saying that in some scenarios this may not be true, but there is always some type of price no matter how big or how small.

It could be in the forms of politics, popularity, money, time, sex (including oral), an intangible, a tangible, signing your life and/or your work away, selling your soul, going against your morals or standards, you get the point.

You see, the world’s goal is to squeeze every ounce of innocence out of you, to see how far you will go, to see how much you can take before you break and then comes the back stabbing or vessels to remind you all that you did to get to where you are, focusing mainly on the negative, the bad and the ugly. Think about some of your favorite actors, artists, entertainers and/or celebrities in general. And if you have followed these big time names/people since they first came out, you can see in most of them if not all of them, the 360 change in who they are from when they first came out on the scene.

The influences and pressures of the world have the ability to manipulate who you are and what you will become if granted the blessings of the world. The world wants to take you and mold you into something else. What that is? Well, it varies with each person.

See, we all came to this world as babies. We were ourselves, but as we lived and grew up in this world and created goals and fought for what we believed in, as we matured and formed attitudes and strong emotions and passions and a love for what we did and what we were good at, the world was there witnessing it all. Taking us through different things, creating obstacles to block us from what was to be ours to begin with. Haters were going toe to toe with us. They talked about us behind our backs. We were not liked for the beautiful gifts we possessed. Yes, the world was jealous of us, ever since we were born.

They saw our gifts and our youth and innocence and because we have it compared to those that don’t have it or at one point had it but now they don’t, the world rejects us. Favoritism, politics, money, power and darkness became the ally of the world. They became one. They loved each other so much and understood they had something. They read each others minds and so therefore they were linked.

They made a pack with each other against those that with their gift and having none of the features of the world’s allies, that getting somewhere would be at the mercy of the gate keeper(s).

Did you know that the World is a living organism? Well, guess what, it is. Think of the World as an actual person, a human being. It has the capabilities that any other human has, but it has something else too. It operates as an entity. It has the strengths of both subjects, but the weakness of an entity. It relies on natural and physical elements and chooses not to feel unless it is of close ties with the its allies.

REJECTION!

That is its first nature, its first love. The World is so quick to reject because its just that easy. The World is going to be aight, its going to sustain, its going to make its money and replenish and grow stronger as those beneath it grow weaker. The World wants you and me to ask it for something so that it has the pleasure to say, “No!”

It makes it feel more like a macho man, like it is in power, its in control. What are you going to do? Some people will actually do nothing. They will shake they’re heads, “Yes,” and go back to the norm. And then you have those who fight to the death to the very end, who find it within themselves that rejection will not be accepted nor will it be the last say to their dreams. What do you do when you get knocked down? Do you stay down or do you get back up and do it again.”

What will rejection do to you?

The World has already preconceived what it will do. It is a brick wall. It won’t knock itself down unless you knock it down. This my friend is about character. What will you do when you face adversity?

-LeXXah Drew It-

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“I Sing Because I’m Happy”

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I sing because in this world, I’m not FREE, the real Free.

So I sing so that in my spiritual form I can be Free.

God makes my world beautiful and if it wasn’t for Him, things would be in worse conditions.

I know the beginning was not what you expected for those who know the song, but I think things should be clarified.

This is not preaching nor is it chuuurch! If you are looking for that then bible study is coming up on Wednesday and church is this Sunday. You may not want to miss the morning service.

Let me tell you something about happiness…………. It feels so good when I doo-doo in the toilet. You know why?

Because the body rids itself of all the toxic wastes & bacteria that doesn’t belong while allowing you body to be relieved of a heavy burden.

The experience is rejuvenating. You know, you’ve experienced it. It is that moment when you close your eyes and have that relief smile on your face and your head pointed up in the sky like you are receiving a Blessing from above.

That my friend isn’t just by design. It is spiritual. You experience such freedom in your mind, body and soul.

It is the same when you drink water after a long hot day outside or after an intense workout. The way that water dances with your tongue, marinates with you saliva and runs down your throat, it’s manifestation. You are being delivered from dehydration. It is freedom, a freedom that makes you happy.

So happy that in you spirit you want to sing. You know of this, you do.

Take the shower for example, when that hot or super warm heat hits every ounce of your body as it marinates with the suds from the soap. It washes away and cleanses the dirt off and away. And like a kid, you play with the water, it’s flow, it’s delivery.

And the feeling is just so right that you begin to sing in the shower. It is a relaxation that you have to sing about. Sometimes you’re putting on a stellar concert, other times you’re practicing in the rehearsal hall, but no matter what you are singing because you are happy. You are singing because in all three of those moments you are free.

In this world, we are not free and I’m not talking about prison. There are other forces outside of prison that limit our freedom. But God, provides such freedom and Blessings that when all seems to fail in this world, He doesn’t. It’s a GREAT feeling.

We are reminded when we doo-doo, when we drink water & when we take showers.

Take note when you do these things and sing your heart out, sing because you are HAPPY!

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Sorry & Apology

Sometimes it means nothing.
Sometimes it’s the right thing to say.
Other times it sounds good.
They can often be portrayed as political words that just so happen to have the ability to tap into the most sincerest emotions.

Sometimes the purpose is misunderstood, meaning that you really mean it and you don’t do it again. You learn from your mistakes and get better.

In a way, these two words keep us honest in every fabric of the human form that,  YOU ARE HUMAN.

It would be nice to be perfect if it meant that every time you made a mistake that these words wouldn’t exist.

But the truth is, no one is perfect. These words do exist. And we all fall short to the glory of God.

And after you use them in the correct manner, then what!!?? How do you cope? Do you condemn yourself? Do you stone yourself or do you just let it go and pretend that nothing ever happened. Do you keep it on the surface as a constant reminder that you failed? Do you believe in your heart that after the error and/or mistake that you are this bad and evil person? That you are hell bound?

Isn’t that what Satan wants you to believe?

Maybe the aftermath is more about getting back to the feelings of normalcy. Can you stay angry and upset with yourself forever even when your goal is to get better everyday.

“I’m sorry.”

“I apologize for everything I’ve done. “

How could that person forgive you when you feel the repercussions of not being able to even forgive yourself?

Do your tears mean anything? The timber in your voice? The pale expression you have after you wake up from broken sleep.

It can taunt you, haunt you and bodily pains you encounter from it can become totally inoperative completely.

Tell me, who hasn’t been through it? This moment has occurred to everyone, but it’s cope DNA is different with each & every person. Some people feel alot, some people feel a little and others feel nothing at all.

So what Sorry/Apologizing cope DNA are you?

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