Complicated Chick

Imma complicated chick
That feels passionate about the things categorized as, “other” it’s just different.
Imma complicated chick
That mingles closely to the concept, “from listening comes wisdom”
Imma complicated chick
Because the madness in this world, in my community makes me angry. I let it go & it comes back & I let it go & continue to move with purpose.
Imma complicated chick
That knows that in this world money is the savior of life.
It’s a jacked up situation! I know.
Imma complicated chick
Who sits in her room & cries about conflict of interest & it’s effect on those who have not. It’s called sincerity not pity.
Imma complicated chick
Who speaks boldly about sports as if I get paid millions of dollars to commentate. This thing is serious.
Imma complicated chick who hates the idol power of the dollar, the root of its sickness & the contradicting advertising that fuels the id, to lust after lust & materialistic things.
Imma complicated chick
That is gifted, since the day I was born. They were ordained wealthy, so the host shall be so too. I spoke it and so therefore I believe it.
Imma complicated chick
I live life as action with very little or absence of no words.
Imma complicated chick
Because even when people think they understand my mind, my spirit, my disposition,………….they really don’t.
Imma complicated chick
Didn’t you know!!?? Imma female. I have too much estrogen not to be. I’m just bein honest.
Imma complicated chick
Just because a person says no, doesn’t mean that they didn’t say yes. This my friend is about perception. Will you fight? Or just accept?
Imma complicated chick
I work hard for myself, for my team, for those who I support & support me. I be lookin out.
Imma complicated chick
The popular thing ain’t my thing. The popular thing for me is the unpopular things. I’s is a peculiar person.
Yea, imma complicated chick
My clutter is what makes me beautiful. Everything is more beautiful because of doom’s existence. I’m really cool with Achille’s.
Imma complicated chick

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Be EDUCATED!!! For Your Sake!

You don’t need to plead the 5th. It’s not a crime nor something that you should be ashamed of if you get it.

Being educated isn’t just about going to school everyday to learn nothing. It seems like that, I know, but it’s really not. Trust me when I say this, you want to be educated and not just from K thru 12.

Learn & absorb all you can for your sake, for peace of mind, for the sake of knowing what’s going on in the world, on this planet, from a consumer and business point of view. The world is always changing, trends come & go. You must know how to change and adjust with it.

Technology and people are evolving. And the most important thing you should know is being educated decreases the chances and opportunities for someone to take advantage of you. That to me is probably the most important thing out of all things.

The more you know about what’s going on out here the better. Do your research. If you don’t know how, learn. Look things up on the Internet. The Internet is a valuable resource of a multitude of information. Ask questions, but before you do, try and find out the answer yourself. Self sufficiency is significant as well.

You want to have the ability to do for yourself moreso than anything. It’s obvious you can’t do all things yourself but you want to have solid basic knowledge in many different areas.

Be educated for your sake. Nobody likes to be taken advantaged of. Nobody likes to be cheated, nobody likes to be left hanging. Knowledge isn’t just power for no reason.

If you can apply that, then it becomes something else entirely, wisdom!

-LeXXah Drew It-

When People Look Atchu Funny………….

Just look at them funny back.

Rude cancels out rude, it’s just like math. Reciprocate it with class!

They won’t get mad at you or anything. They can’t. You don’t even have to dwell on it. Just keep going. All kinds of distractions will come and try to plague you, your mind, your body, your spirit. But you are better for it. They are challenges that come to help strengthen you. It’s all about how you perceive it, how you handle it, how you take it.

Just be easy. Don’t let a person declare power and dominion over you by letting them control you, control your day and allow you to take speak void words that act as a poison to your being. Don’t even waste your breath, utilize it for something beautiful.

That’s how you look at them funny back, by killing them with kindness, by showing them that you are way BIGGER than someone’s funny lookin’ face. You get grown with them, where, that’s all they can do is look atchu funny, but that’s it, nothing else. They seek your reaction and attention as ultimate glory. They triumph in the way it makes you feel in a negative way.

When people look atchu funny, it is because you do walk the way you walk, talk the way you talk and why you possess what was given to you by a higher being. Then again, it could be just to be nasty. You have those characters out there as well, just lurking around to pose their bitterness and sourness on others.

When people look atchu funny, just know that you have done your job. You received from them what they couldn’t get from you. The fact that they even bothered to make a funny face is a compliment. They noticed you. They gave you attention. You weren’t expecting it, but it came to you in the coolest way.

So just be sure to say,  “Thank you! Thank you for your funny expression and the words that followed behind it, it was beautiful. It was touching. You made me feel like a star! I am that much more closer of accomplishing my goals.” How!!!?? Because you gave me more ammunition!

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Continue 2 Be LOUD!

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Don’t be a SUCKER!

Don’t settle for SILENCE when it comes to your dreams.

So you get DOWN.

Cool………..

But then you get back up, dust yourself off and go even harder.

Witta vengeance.

You’ve heard the word, “No”, “Go On Somewhere”, “kick rocks”

You’ve felt the rejection.

Crushed, tears, heart breaking, smacked in the face……..

It hurts……….

you like WHY!!!????

Somethin’s gotta give right?

Yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But it won’t give unless you CONTINUE 2 Be LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They gone keep ignoring you.

They gone keep shunning away from you.

They gone keep downplaying what you do.

It can be for all kinds of reasons……..

It can be for this, that and the other.

Man, who cares,

CONTINUE 2 Be LOUD!

Make yo voice heard!

Make it soar.

Make it rain like thunder

Bring the heat in your actions………

Be a student of the game you wish to play in.

Be Positive!

Influence the young wit wisdom.

Uplift yo brotha, yo sista

Don’t do it for me……….for you, do it for us.

Be the sum of the part that makes a community whole.

STOP!

GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Which word did you hear LOUDER!!!!!!!!!?????????????

Stay motivated.

Don’t be scared!

Be tall amongst the trees.

Be firm and spread your arms like the branches.

Reinvent yourself in every quarter of the seasons.

Let your work speak volumes, so that you can speak less.

CONTINUE 2 BE LOUD!

I wrote it for you On Tha Fly!

-LeXXah Drew It-

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One Day I’ll Introduce Myself to my Mom

I will say “Hello” to her. I will tell her my name. The name of the real idea of me. I will not lie.

I want her to one day know who her daughter is and how she came to be. She has a right to know. She is my Mother.

The person that she knows according to her isn’t really me. Some of it is, but not all. A long time ago I created an image of myself on the right side of my brain.

I loved my identity. I loved what I saw. I told my image that I wanted to be just like her. I looked up to her so much that becoming one with her would allow me to be me but the way I always imagined and dreamed.

Call it an improved version of myself. My Momma doesn’t know this version of myself. But I would like for her to know that me. One day! Right now she is not ready and it is safer to just play my role as the daughter she knows.

Some call this the alter ego. After all I am an all around artist, a Renaissance chick. Others may call it crazy, schizophrenia, touched or “Special”!

Many people may not be familiar with it. But those that create, imagine or dream on a class 5 mutant level, already know where I’m coming from.

I love my Mother. She is a beautiful woman, a Holiness woman. It will be a beautiful day when I introduce myself to her. It will compare much like, but not quite like, being born again.

She may not hold me as she did when I was a baby, but the hug will be genuine.

I already know that some people reading this might for a second think that this other version of me is bad or negative in some way, but I’m not at all.

Have you ever imagined being who you are in another way? Not like someone else, more like someone else and that someone else just so happens to be you. It may be complicated to understand for some, but for those who have an open mind about it, it’s very feasible.

The stories that I will share with my Mom will be grand. It will be like an adventure that she’s reading from a book and after hearing it all she will be in awe and I think she will like that version of me.

I would never get rid of the one she knows though. To shun that version all together would be selfish. That version of me is the strongest connection that she has with that me.

But one day, one day, one day, she will know. Signs around me will let me know. They always do. I will stay forever watchful.

-LeXXah Drew It-

Remember What You Wrote……….

……..So that many years from now you can remember how you thought, what you thought and how you grew.

It’s a great reference for self-evaluation.

I look at things that I’ve written in the past and it just amazes me to see how I was thinking and the ideas that came across my mind. It’s just crazy thinking about it.

The cool thing about it is, when I read past writings or stories or blogs, I can feel that exact moment and feeling that I felt when I wrote it. The atmosphere around my mind just comforts my mindset and I sit there and laugh or smile. Its like I’m sitting there watching myself from days ago or years ago.

Remembering what you wrote can allow you to remember not only who you were then, but who you want to be. Sometimes the moments of the past can do that. We as people go through transformations daily. We are forever and always reconstructing our identity because believe it or not, we are constantly changing.

The goal in life is to get better, wouldn’t you say?

Remembering what you wrote can help you understand the thought process of not only what you had, but the thought process of your own child. You can relate at a more personable level to remind you that you were once a child. At one point in time you thought like this and did this or you went through this and thought this way.

In those moments when they come to be, you don’t have to contradict yourself in teaching or disciplining in your child. You don’t have to condemn them for actions, thoughts and growing pains that they have because you as the parent went through it yourself.

History repeats itself and so you can witness similar mistakes and/or tendencies and still you can laugh because you know that, that was you at one point. I know not everyone has a child or children, but it is a unique analogy that demonstrates the value and purpose of remembering what you wrote.

It is much like practicing what you preach, but not all that you have written is about teaching. The ideas and concepts that you come up with or emotions that you had in a particular situation or a trial that you went through and you learned from it.

THIS IS YOUR LIFE.

Remember what you wrote not just for your self venting, motivation, encouragement and reinventing purposes, but remember what you wrote to help you help understand someone else and not according to you, but for them. Scenarios will never be exactly the same, but your lyrics, your writings, your poems, your short stories, your memoirs, your persuasion pieces, your diaries, your blog entries, your books, your songs and your side notes are references to not only your life, but a life and lives to be.

Think of it as grooming and molding. Remember what you wrote. Go back to the beginnings of your chapters. There will be pain, sorrow, happiness, joy, excitement, laughter and many other emotions, but it is your testimony of how far you have come. You went through and you came out. You created something and it was beautiful. You learned something and you taught it to someone else who needed to hear it and read it. You were down about something, but you used those words of yours to motivate and uplift morale. And it all came from what you wrote.

ALWAYS REMEMBER MY FRIEND.

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The World Is So GOOD at “REJECTING!”

………………because that is what the world knows the best.

The world has rejecting down to a science.

You’d think that with all that this world has to offer to a person that rejection would be the last action on the list, but the world would rather accept those who pay or sacrifice a major price then accept a man or woman for their genuine talent and that’s it.

Its the ulterior motives, the disclaimers, the what are you going to do for me, the what are you going to give up, the limitations unless…….and if you don’t, well, go kick rocks.

You have to give up something that is valuable and/or precious to you. In some cases, sometimes what is being asked of you is your very soul. This is the price in most cases for not being rejected. What are you willing to do and how far are you willing to go to achieve what you desire most in this world?

SMH. The world knows you, knows me, knows us too well. Now, I’m not saying that in some scenarios this may not be true, but there is always some type of price no matter how big or how small.

It could be in the forms of politics, popularity, money, time, sex (including oral), an intangible, a tangible, signing your life and/or your work away, selling your soul, going against your morals or standards, you get the point.

You see, the world’s goal is to squeeze every ounce of innocence out of you, to see how far you will go, to see how much you can take before you break and then comes the back stabbing or vessels to remind you all that you did to get to where you are, focusing mainly on the negative, the bad and the ugly. Think about some of your favorite actors, artists, entertainers and/or celebrities in general. And if you have followed these big time names/people since they first came out, you can see in most of them if not all of them, the 360 change in who they are from when they first came out on the scene.

The influences and pressures of the world have the ability to manipulate who you are and what you will become if granted the blessings of the world. The world wants to take you and mold you into something else. What that is? Well, it varies with each person.

See, we all came to this world as babies. We were ourselves, but as we lived and grew up in this world and created goals and fought for what we believed in, as we matured and formed attitudes and strong emotions and passions and a love for what we did and what we were good at, the world was there witnessing it all. Taking us through different things, creating obstacles to block us from what was to be ours to begin with. Haters were going toe to toe with us. They talked about us behind our backs. We were not liked for the beautiful gifts we possessed. Yes, the world was jealous of us, ever since we were born.

They saw our gifts and our youth and innocence and because we have it compared to those that don’t have it or at one point had it but now they don’t, the world rejects us. Favoritism, politics, money, power and darkness became the ally of the world. They became one. They loved each other so much and understood they had something. They read each others minds and so therefore they were linked.

They made a pack with each other against those that with their gift and having none of the features of the world’s allies, that getting somewhere would be at the mercy of the gate keeper(s).

Did you know that the World is a living organism? Well, guess what, it is. Think of the World as an actual person, a human being. It has the capabilities that any other human has, but it has something else too. It operates as an entity. It has the strengths of both subjects, but the weakness of an entity. It relies on natural and physical elements and chooses not to feel unless it is of close ties with the its allies.

REJECTION!

That is its first nature, its first love. The World is so quick to reject because its just that easy. The World is going to be aight, its going to sustain, its going to make its money and replenish and grow stronger as those beneath it grow weaker. The World wants you and me to ask it for something so that it has the pleasure to say, “No!”

It makes it feel more like a macho man, like it is in power, its in control. What are you going to do? Some people will actually do nothing. They will shake they’re heads, “Yes,” and go back to the norm. And then you have those who fight to the death to the very end, who find it within themselves that rejection will not be accepted nor will it be the last say to their dreams. What do you do when you get knocked down? Do you stay down or do you get back up and do it again.”

What will rejection do to you?

The World has already preconceived what it will do. It is a brick wall. It won’t knock itself down unless you knock it down. This my friend is about character. What will you do when you face adversity?

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